My Uncle Has Been Sleeping With Me, Now I'm Pregnant

She was naive and the man took
advantage of her, now the result has
come out:
I am a 19 year old lady. My parents
have been separated since I was about
8, and I'm an only child. Since I was
about 12 years old, I have been
engaging in a sexual affair with my
mother's younger brother who lives
with us. When it started initially, it
scared me a lot, and when I told my
mum, she dismissed my report and
accused me of making it up, I even got
shouted at for trying to ' spoil his
name'.
Afterwards, I began to enjoy being with
him, I was young, so the little treats he
would give me made me feel like he
genuinely loved me as he claimed. He
was responsible for picking me up from
school and I would be home alone with
him, whilst I did my homework, he
would touch me and I was vulnerable
so I responded, and even performed
oral sex on him, and I would promise
not to tell anybody because nobody
would believe me.
At 16, I moved away to boarding school
and found that when I left, I missed
him a lot, the way he made me feel,
the things he said, the way he touched
me, the excitement of the secret. I
would come home on the holidays
excited to see him, and through the
holidays, it would continue, sometimes
I even initiated it...
On one Christmas holiday, I lost my
virginity to him. After that, I genuinely
felt like I loved him. I convinced my
parents to allow me move back home
to attend a day school, and when I did,
it just continued. I have never had such
strong feelings for any other guy, and
whenever I have seen him with
women, I'm enraged.
To get to the point, I am now in
university, and I am still involved in this
relationship, I am not dating and none
of my friends know, but now, I am 6
weeks pregnant. I have never been
pregnant before, and we usually use
protection but I am and it could only be
for him, because I have never been
with anybody else.
I informed him, he accused me of
sleeping around at university and insists
that I get an abortion immediately, I
can't talk to anybody else about this
and I am desperate for advice. I have
cried, and prayed for forgiveness, and
the idea of an abortion scares me, but I
still find myself wanting to please my
uncle, because a part of me really does
love him. I also cannot bear the
thought of tearing my family apart.
Should I tell somebody about this, or
just get an abortion? Please help.